let go of the wires.

let go of the wires.
it's getting hard to breathe,
as i thought you were the one,
i knew i was wrong,
but on the other side i couldn't believe it for myself,
how perfect you were,
but of course you would stay with her,

life isn't easy on me,
but that was the worst thing that could get me,
i'd rather consider myself dead,
then living into this hell,
it's been about a lifetime,
i felt so lonely, but when i saw you,
i knew this could change

but as usual, it didn't
cause it seems like my luck is non-existant
and i'd rather yell out of hell,
than die alone.

life isn't easy on me,
but that was the worst thing that could get me,
i'd rather consider myself dead,
then living into this hell,
it's been about a lifetime,
i feel so lonely,but when i saw you,
i knew this could change

how could i possibly forget about you ?
i knew this couldn't be true.

you were taken,
and i decided to be stupid enough to believe i could change something,
life isn't easy on me,
but that was the worst thing that could get me,
i won't kill myself for you,
but i'd consider your dead in my head.

j'ai écrit sa tantôt,
j'avais vraiment besoin d'men libérer.
share your thoughts <3
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# Posté le jeudi 20 novembre 2008 02:14

Modifié le jeudi 20 novembre 2008 02:30

GASKARTHin4

GASKARTHin4
Manage me,
I am a mess,
swept under the rug of yesterday's home improvement,
a whimsical urge tossed aside for the easy reassurance of home and comfort.
I am the photograph tucked away as a book-mark,
in a book left half unread,
once reopened to find memories crawling back into peripheral sight,
faded, creased and lonely.
I long to be admired,
long to be held, torn and laughed at,
laughed with,
like a distant relative or an old friend breathing in their last breath.
I missed the moment when time collapsed and memory was erased,
replaced by finicky social experiments,
lost in the blur of intoxication,
sucked through multi-colored bendy-straws,
making way for a spinning world where hub-caps stood still,
but our vision didn't.
If I could leave you with only one thing,
it would be small, foldable, and made from trees,
with a few careless words,
scribbled in blue;

Take a minute to learn me,
take a moment to love me,
because I need your love to live,
and without it,
I am nothing.
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# Posté le mercredi 19 novembre 2008 13:19







dreaming about when i'll see you next.
i don't want to cause a scene,
but i'm dying without your love.
i'd rather just be alone,
if i know that i can't have you.
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# Posté le mardi 18 novembre 2008 15:16

Dragged to her first strip joint by Escape the Fate.

Dragged to her first strip joint by Escape the Fate.
Mary & Fannie
November 16, 2008
''I was sitting in a skylit drive's singer's lap, on escape the fate's bus."

GuestlistGuestlist !
Starbucks with Jag.
Flirting in french with Cory.
Finally found Nick after both of us were looking for each others.
Cory ''Viens fourrer / voulez-vous coucher avec moi ce soir ?''
Robert ''omg, how come i haven't met you girls yet?''
Backstage with both bands.
Nick teasing me with his open hoodie, lmfao.
Worst bar ever.
Ended up in a strip club O_O
Craig paid a lap dance to Robert.
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# Posté le mardi 18 novembre 2008 13:22

Modifié le mardi 18 novembre 2008 23:23

she said baby don't leave
be home stay close be close to me
boy dont' be gone
he said baby you know
i gotta run i gotta go
i won't be long, girl i won't be long

she said boy don't you flirt
and baby please just don't get hurt
and if you feel alone then here take my shirt
he said forever girl i know you hate the weather girl
so maybe you should hold onto my sweater girl

she ran picked up the phone
said babe i miss you come back home
it can't be long, boy it can't be long
he said i hate this place
i miss your smile i miss your face
i wrote a song, girl i wrote a song

she said you make me better boy
i just mailed you a letter boy
and oh just so you know i'm still in your sweater boy
he said girl don't be hurt
i've sweat a lot and smell of dirt
and i think i'd feel naked without your shirt

he said you're looking great
i'm home i'm back i couldn't wait
girl way too long, this was way too long
she said get over here
i crave you close i need you near
now play that song, boy play me our song

he said back to forever girl
hope you endured the weather girl
now all i wanna do is get you outta that sweater girl
she said i like the way you flirt
i'm so glad you didn't get hurt
now let me see you naked without that shirt.
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# Posté le samedi 15 novembre 2008 00:50